Funny how life is.

A friend brought up a conversation they once had. They told me that even though me and another person can hate each other, we still care for each other. No feelings, no nothing just care. Isn't that wierd?! I thought about it, and she was right. As much as I hate their guts, I would always be there if they needed me. I'm a sucker for friends. On real though, I am -_- AND another thing that was brought to my attention was that I am a people pleaser. I do like doing things for people sometimes just for the hell of it, shit why not? But it's so bad. When I do please people it costs me extra $$ and efffort -__________- Anyways, thomas took the dog back to his house today. My dad was pretty sad. I can tell he was =( I packed all piglet's stuff and put it next to my brother's door where I was in at the time. Even his food bowl and whatnots. My dad then realizes that he's going to thomas's house. He asked me " you dont want to keep it here?" I pointed to my mom. He had a sad face man, it was sad. I can't tell you how sad that shit was! Well, I want the dog back anyways. But after how thomas is so anal with it, how can I even play with it? It's 2 months old, about to get it's 2nd shot. Fuck, dude. Piss me off. Talk about how he barely brought it home for like an hour and "it's hard" already. And how much "easier it was at your house" WELL NO SHIT. All you did was come over and play with it. Seriously, he pisses me the fuck off. Sometimes I even wonder why I'm still with such a stupidass person like him. Fuck. I know I am the biggest bitch around whe nit comes to thomas, and frankly I can give a rats ass about it because he deserves it. He's stupid, ignorant, and was selfish. It's not that now, I meant to turn bitch mode on him intentionally, it's just I learned and now I do what I feel like. Thomas pisses me the fuck off. Best friends>you. I told you before and I'm telling you again, best friends>you. Your hardheaded bitchass always think you have a strong opinion when you don't even think about your actions until I get mad about it. WELL HELLO, ever heared of think before you speak? Fuck. Anyways kevin and my mom is home now. yay. I just hope things stayed the way it was when she left;freedom. FREEEEDDDOOOM. So, clubbing was supppose to happen twice since my18th birthday, and nope hasn't happened yet. I'm going with my cousins, yay! And I yet need to go with Lisa. Oh lisa =) School is going to be ;alksjdflasfl. I thought I figured my classes out, but I guess not. Destynie (bffl) took her time and did it for me, wow right? Right? I know. Bfffflflflflfl status right there. I sat at her work waiting for an hour for her jamba mama ass to get off. It wasn't as bad as I thought, knowing my patience. My brother misses my dog already =( Fucking thomas, I'm jacking that shit back tomorrow when he goes to work. GOODNIGHT!