I am who I am.

For this blog it's going to be HELLA random, I just need major venting or whatever.




I am a person who get jealous.
I am a person who gets butthurt.
I am a person who just wants attention sometimes.
I am a person who just wants to be your number 1 at times.
I am a person with feelings.
I am a person who does get greedy with you because you are her boyfriend.
I am a person who does not want to be left out of activities.
I am a person who cries when I get mad or frustrated.
I am a person who doesn't have any patience.
I am a person who says one thing but means the other.
I am a person who can get deep with my feelings if I choose to.
I am who I am because I am only human.

I'm not in the right state of mind but do you know this? No.

Right now I am sad because my friends aren't emotionally stable. I'm happy that I got my paycheck. I'm mad that you don't take friday night seriously. I am mad that I'm your third priority when you're my first. I'm satisfied that I had sushi for lunch on a nice sunny day with my thuthu. I'm happy that I saw rosalind like twice today and ren today too. I wished I could've seen my boybffl in the world this weekend.


There are so many things I want to say on here, but I know I'll get yelled at for posting it. So I wont, I'll just keep it bottled up inside up until I feel like lashing it out on you.
I might just be fed up with things. I might just be fed up with you. I dont know what the last straw will be hopefully you're not going to pull some bullshit soon cause that probably will be the last of your shit I'm putting up with.